Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Greed

The one thing I really can't complain about when it comes to my job is my compensation.  Except that I can...

Because I'm incredibly greedy.  Because no amount of money in this world will satisfy my insatiable greed.

I think I can safely say that money has never been too much of a measuring stick of success for me.  Instead, I know it's my own insecurity that drives me to desire that extra dollar - the idea that having more money means that I will be protected against life's unexpected surprises.  That somehow, if I have enough money, the money will wrap around me like a protective bubble and shield me from hunger, sickness, maybe even death...

All that to say that I got my bonus yesterday and it was less than the standard bonus.  And I was tempted to complain about my job's compensation; to be greedy; to be indignant and upset.

But you know what I wasn't in that moment?  I wasn't hungry, I wasn't sick.  I was alive and free, and loved - generously loved by my friends and family and lavishly loved by my Creator. 

I guess it's time to tithe! Thank You.  For the bonus.  But also for reminding me of Your more important gifts.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Rededication

Last weekend, my girlfriend and I traveled to Singapore for a short trip.  It was so good to see old friends and meet new friends.  I don't know what it is about Singapore, but every time I go there, I really enjoy it.  Good food, a lot of sun (even during rainy seasons), and green everywhere. 

In Singapore, I had the privilege to attend The City church and hear Pastor Daniel preach.  His sermon was on the Bible's exhortation to put seven things "first."

1. Putting relationships first
2. Seeking the Kingdom of God first
3. Recognizing that I need help first before correct or judging someone else
4. First bind the enemy - to live victoriously in all areas of my life
5. To follow the first and greatest commandment - to ensure that my passion for Jesus is growing
6. To first change the heart before getting to modifying my behavior
7. To be clear about my mission - to first preach the gospel

A timely reminder to rededicate myself to the pursuit of the excellence of God.

Happy New Year!